32

Adopt the pace of nature: her secret is patience.

Ralph Waldo Emerson

I turned 32 last week. My family took me to dinner. I got some fun presents. My sister made me a cookie cake.

I was dreading my birthday. The past few years have been like that. I’m not depressed about being old. I’m just depressed in general. And the fact that I am so unhappy at age 32 is just ridiculous. I know that I’m not supposed to compare myself to others. But it is so hard. I see people all around me that are 32 and have everything figured out.

I have a plan to get myself out of this funk. I’m going to move to Los Angeles. It takes so much money and planning though. I’m being as patient as I can. That’s all that I can really do.

Goals for next week:

  • Yoga – You felt so much better when you stuck with it!
  • Continue writing – You are never going to improve if you avoid writing!